Thursday (280110):
I went for the swim trial at Jurong SAFRA. Left for it from hall at around 1845hrs after dinner with Teh. I found the pool easily after walking there from the interchange. It was a 30 laps swim under 40mins. Thats 1.5km in any style by the way.I totally regret not wearing my googles. Goodness. The moment I went in, I can hardly see a thing though its lited, plus the water isn't that clean. Etiher there is too much chlorine or too much dirt/germs/particles in it.
So anyway, I have never attempted such a long distance. I do sprints most of the time. I was a little overconfident and I realised my breast-stroke was really slow... My arm muscles were aching from the work-out the day before. Couple that with insufficient sleep, and I swam in the night. I am a morning person, so I am physically primed in the morning. Nonetheless, I tried my best. At first I thought I was not going to make it for the timing. But eventually, I completed it in 38:15. Phew~ Looks like I really need to improve my swimming....
But its not the end. When I exited the pool, I can hardly open my eyes. I knew that's it - My eyes are red again, and its really bad. Tears keep pouring out... Its worst than being exposed to tear-gas... Plus after the long and continuous swim, my salt level dropped quite a lot, so I couldn't even walk straight. I kept flushing my eyes with water but it didn't really help. Basically, I closed my eyes for more than half the journey back to hall. I even walk with my eyes closed! Luckily there weren't many people on the bus lest they think I have heard some grave news or something. Well, at least I made it back alive. The therapy that night made me a 'Santa Claus'. Haha. Its making laugh just by recalling about the difference between an ATM and a Santa Claus.
Friday (290110):
I shall skip the boring day event. Shall jump straight to what happened after school. So today is the first day of school for somebody, and I decided to meet her after work and do a few errands for her as well. So as usual, I took the train to TP MRT and this time, I shall follow the directions she gave. Indeed, I was led to the same location! :) Well, at least I know which lift you were referring to now. I almost couldn't recognise her from afar. She looked different with her hair tied up. But I was still delighted to see her. Took the train with her after she passed me a bag containing some stuff. Then I dropped off at Outram to head for Hougang. Returned the books for her lest she pay a fine for an overdue book. Went shopping for some stuff too. Was asked to buy a earphone sponge. Turned out I bought the wrong stuff eventually... (Shall talk about it later). Then went to Sports Link to invest in my swimming googles, swim float, knee guard and ankle weights. Argh... $120++!!! All for the sake of the upcoming Singapore Biathlon. So I head home after that and wait for time to past for the next task.....
Left my home at around 2045hrs to meet her again... This time, had to travel to Dover. SP to be exact to pick her up again. :) Brought along the bag of stuff, and got her a drink and a packet of biscuits (which was not consumed :( Haha.) Went all the way to her lesson venue to look for her. Nearly lost my way but luckily there were signs. But the funny part was after she came out with her friend, we could not find the way back! So paiseh la.... No sense of direction. But I am glad there were people around to ask for directions, so we manged to return to Dover MRT. Along the way, had a good talk. Though tired, she still entertained me with the stories and everything. And that's when I showed her the stuff I bought and she told me its not the correct one :S So I shall redeem myself by getting her the correct one tomorrow. As much as I do feel a little disappointed about myself and somewhat sore from some issues earlier, I think I realised how fortunate I am that I am given so many chances and I really appreciate everything about her.
As we headed back after alighting from the MRT, we met her friend. The journey back was refreshing (always something new to talk about) and always made it so worthwhile to make the effort to send her home. I guess I have reclaimed the sense of being appreciated that was lost for quite some time.
Before we parted, I unlocked another achievement! Heh. Shall not divuldge anything. But unfortunately, the paper bag that contained her stuff had a hole due to the condensation of water around the drink I bought for her :( Felt so guilty after that.
Sent her an SMS after I left, which I hope will make her smile and forget the unhappiness. :P
So for today, I got into the Black Book 3 + 1 times today le.... 1 for losing my way, 1 for breaking the bag, 1 for buying the wrong earphone sponge. The last one was for being too quiet over the phone. Hahahaha. But I gave her 3 reasons to forgive me too! ;) The last one... I didn't tell her, but I am sure its valid too.
Soooooo looking forward to the next day! We are meeting up to collect our laptops and another outing. Shall update again soon!
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Ponders
Another enjoyable therapy last night. Things are going well so far. :)
Actually I am not as good as you think and I don't really know how to take care of people; I am just putting in effort and trying my best to put myself in others' shoes. Sometimes, I tend to neglect when I am not in the mood and think of myself. But I will definitely try to change.
Have been adapting to school well, since I got a 4 Days per week schedule. Well, I applied for electives but didn't get any, so I don't really know if its for the better now that I have lesser topics to study. Thankfully, I might be able to take up some electives this coming holidays. ;)
CNY is coming, and so is V-day. In the past, I tend to stress-up when such occassions arrive as I have to crack my brains to think of something different each time. You know... I must 'meet up to the expectations'. That was when I was with my ex. I am glad that as of now, I don't really face such an instance. Not that I no need to put in effort to be creative, but I think we know each other well enough - its not how much it costs or how creative you are... Its really the thought that counts. The least anyone can do is to appreciate that little effort and say thank you, or give a smile. Well, enough of that....
So looking forward to this semester and the coming holidays! Looking forward to meeting my buddies too! :)
Actually I am not as good as you think and I don't really know how to take care of people; I am just putting in effort and trying my best to put myself in others' shoes. Sometimes, I tend to neglect when I am not in the mood and think of myself. But I will definitely try to change.
Have been adapting to school well, since I got a 4 Days per week schedule. Well, I applied for electives but didn't get any, so I don't really know if its for the better now that I have lesser topics to study. Thankfully, I might be able to take up some electives this coming holidays. ;)
CNY is coming, and so is V-day. In the past, I tend to stress-up when such occassions arrive as I have to crack my brains to think of something different each time. You know... I must 'meet up to the expectations'. That was when I was with my ex. I am glad that as of now, I don't really face such an instance. Not that I no need to put in effort to be creative, but I think we know each other well enough - its not how much it costs or how creative you are... Its really the thought that counts. The least anyone can do is to appreciate that little effort and say thank you, or give a smile. Well, enough of that....
So looking forward to this semester and the coming holidays! Looking forward to meeting my buddies too! :)
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Meeting you
Though it was only a short duration, and though you like to bicker (in a non-hostile manner of course), I am glad I made the right decision to head down to look for you. Haha... Its always different when I see you in person versus hearing you over the phone. I feel contended that you don't find me too 'sticky' or gotton sick of me yet. :) I just want to see you. That's all.
So today after lesson, I went to TP MRT and her workplace to find her. Not too long a wait... Took 70 to Paya Lebar. Its such a coincidence that the place you are going is sooooo near to my home. :) Though you rejected my second 'offer', I thought that since its only a short while and its within walking distance, I shall send you home after...
Went back and began pondering what you needed.... And I came up with a simple solution - filling your stomach, at least until dinner. My guess was that you will be famished after you are done. So I prepared a strictly-no-lactose Milo for you. :D Hope you liked it although you didn't finish it eventually. And I was VERY LUCKY to SMS you informing that I was there waiting, lest you left without me and having me wait in vain for hours. I was rather surprised that I can actually wait there for more than an hour. It was totally worth it, no matter what. Because I know even if I didn't send you home, I would most likely use that time to laze around or do something unproductive.
Yup, so it was in all a good night spent. Tired as I might be, you never fail to brighten up my dull day. :)
So today after lesson, I went to TP MRT and her workplace to find her. Not too long a wait... Took 70 to Paya Lebar. Its such a coincidence that the place you are going is sooooo near to my home. :) Though you rejected my second 'offer', I thought that since its only a short while and its within walking distance, I shall send you home after...
Went back and began pondering what you needed.... And I came up with a simple solution - filling your stomach, at least until dinner. My guess was that you will be famished after you are done. So I prepared a strictly-no-lactose Milo for you. :D Hope you liked it although you didn't finish it eventually. And I was VERY LUCKY to SMS you informing that I was there waiting, lest you left without me and having me wait in vain for hours. I was rather surprised that I can actually wait there for more than an hour. It was totally worth it, no matter what. Because I know even if I didn't send you home, I would most likely use that time to laze around or do something unproductive.
Yup, so it was in all a good night spent. Tired as I might be, you never fail to brighten up my dull day. :)
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Missing You
Really missing someone badly right now... :( And I cannot wait for coming saturday!
Absence does make the heart grow fonder. Its probably the first time after so long, that we are not having our daily therapy.
Absence does make the heart grow fonder. Its probably the first time after so long, that we are not having our daily therapy.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Hanging Out
Went around knowing new friends yesterday.
She brought me to Pasir Ris Downtown East to attend a birthday party with her. So apparently, the birthday girl is a 'civilian PTI' at Tekong. Well, at least I met someone whom I was suppposed to know: Jacky, one of the new clerks in my camp. It wasn't as awkward as what I imagined and she didn't neglect me either :) Her friends were also friendly and there wasn't a big crowd.
Met her at the same place - TP station after school. Brought along some cookies, chocolates and a drink just in case. So basically I travelled from one corner of Singapore to the other... At least there was company. Went walking around White Sands and browsed for stuff. Took 354, walked in and was introduced around le. Watched TV, eat, talk, played with iPod Touch and then it was cake cutting. Haha. So we left around 10pm after her favourite show ended.
It was only after walking out to the bus-stop that something went missing, and luckily we hadn't board the bus. Went back, take it for her and sent her home. :) The journey was long, but it was comforting to have her seating next to me. Lesson learnt: ask before taking photos =P
As for today, nothing much for me, except that I woke up at 2pm and played for a while... till now.
She brought me to Pasir Ris Downtown East to attend a birthday party with her. So apparently, the birthday girl is a 'civilian PTI' at Tekong. Well, at least I met someone whom I was suppposed to know: Jacky, one of the new clerks in my camp. It wasn't as awkward as what I imagined and she didn't neglect me either :) Her friends were also friendly and there wasn't a big crowd.
Met her at the same place - TP station after school. Brought along some cookies, chocolates and a drink just in case. So basically I travelled from one corner of Singapore to the other... At least there was company. Went walking around White Sands and browsed for stuff. Took 354, walked in and was introduced around le. Watched TV, eat, talk, played with iPod Touch and then it was cake cutting. Haha. So we left around 10pm after her favourite show ended.
It was only after walking out to the bus-stop that something went missing, and luckily we hadn't board the bus. Went back, take it for her and sent her home. :) The journey was long, but it was comforting to have her seating next to me. Lesson learnt: ask before taking photos =P
As for today, nothing much for me, except that I woke up at 2pm and played for a while... till now.
Friday, January 22, 2010
1 Week
Its been a week since we got together. Met up twice so far, and we had our fair share of ups and downs already. Its kind of challenging to maintain this relationship since we are currently preoccupied with our own stuff.
I must say it wasn't easy on my side, but I know we can make it work, as you said, as long as we work together :) After all, if we can tide over this period of time and stabilize, I am sure it will nothing will stand in our way. I do blame myself for being too quiet, too reserved. But that is my nature. I just prefer to use actions, and not just talk. I am doing all I can to work things out, and hopefully, you will be satisfied. Some may ask, why change for someone? Is it worth it? Well, to me, to change for someone is an indication that you are willing to put in some effort. As long as the demand is reasonable and in return, why not? All I want is some appreciation. That's all.
So far, the silence have dragged on many times, and I know its because you are just too tired to talk and want someone to cheer you up. I hope I didn't disappoint you. Since the day you acknowledged it, I have told myself that things will always turn out better eventually. And so far, I know you are working hard too. *Pat**Pat* :)
Sometimes, all I ask is for you to listen a little more to me. =/
I guess maturity, patience, communication and trust are the keys to sustain this type of relationship. So far, we are doing fine. And I still think of you. :)
I must say it wasn't easy on my side, but I know we can make it work, as you said, as long as we work together :) After all, if we can tide over this period of time and stabilize, I am sure it will nothing will stand in our way. I do blame myself for being too quiet, too reserved. But that is my nature. I just prefer to use actions, and not just talk. I am doing all I can to work things out, and hopefully, you will be satisfied. Some may ask, why change for someone? Is it worth it? Well, to me, to change for someone is an indication that you are willing to put in some effort. As long as the demand is reasonable and in return, why not? All I want is some appreciation. That's all.
So far, the silence have dragged on many times, and I know its because you are just too tired to talk and want someone to cheer you up. I hope I didn't disappoint you. Since the day you acknowledged it, I have told myself that things will always turn out better eventually. And so far, I know you are working hard too. *Pat**Pat* :)
Sometimes, all I ask is for you to listen a little more to me. =/
I guess maturity, patience, communication and trust are the keys to sustain this type of relationship. So far, we are doing fine. And I still think of you. :)
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Words...
Week 2 started! Actually, its the second day of the second week in school.
So far, my schedule has been great. Only 16 AUs. I justhope I can get my elective, but even if I cannot get, at least I know I can concentrate on my subjects better.
Had a mixture of thoughts...I am starting to think a lot again. I mean, I expected myself to feel a little pressured, and I know I had to face those comments. I just want to say to those people: if you don't understand, don't comment. I am easily affected by words, and sometimes, it can hurt quite badly. I have just turned optimistic, and I want to keep it that way.
Does being too nice and forgiving to others make one's own life miserable? I really hope not.
No, nothing went wrong, its just that there's a lot of thoughts that rushed into my mind as we spoke... I stepped on a landmine, which I really didn't intend to. :(
And as I typed this, I received an SMS which brought smiles to me again.
I won't give up either.
So far, my schedule has been great. Only 16 AUs. I justhope I can get my elective, but even if I cannot get, at least I know I can concentrate on my subjects better.
Had a mixture of thoughts...I am starting to think a lot again. I mean, I expected myself to feel a little pressured, and I know I had to face those comments. I just want to say to those people: if you don't understand, don't comment. I am easily affected by words, and sometimes, it can hurt quite badly. I have just turned optimistic, and I want to keep it that way.
Does being too nice and forgiving to others make one's own life miserable? I really hope not.
No, nothing went wrong, its just that there's a lot of thoughts that rushed into my mind as we spoke... I stepped on a landmine, which I really didn't intend to. :(
And as I typed this, I received an SMS which brought smiles to me again.
I won't give up either.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Its Official!!! :):):)
Okok, probably most of those who are reading this are interested to know who she is.
Its not that I don't want to say, or I find it embarassing to reveal. But its only the first day we got together. Taking things slowly.... Its only a matter of time you guys know.
Just want to remember today is the first step to a whole new journey. And I want to thank all my friends who were concerned and those who sent their well-wishes. You guys are the best. :)
Its not that I don't want to say, or I find it embarassing to reveal. But its only the first day we got together. Taking things slowly.... Its only a matter of time you guys know.
Just want to remember today is the first step to a whole new journey. And I want to thank all my friends who were concerned and those who sent their well-wishes. You guys are the best. :)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Bad Day... Not
Today I had to my several trips round the island.
First off, my driving lesson 9 in the morning at 1030hrs - 1200hrs ($39). I think I didn't sleep enough. My skills dipped somewhat and I couldn't concentrate as well. In short, it wasn't a smooth journey. I think I might have gotton into an accident had I been less careful.
After lesson, went to renew my PDL. It was to expire on 310310, but my dreaded Practical Test is on 050410. -_-' No choice. Antoher $25 flew out of my pocket. (I am recording all the costs to remind myself about how much I have been spending and let you know how costly it gets).
I was supposed to head back camp today to settle some admin issues. Darn the T-loan voucher. I called Joel to try settle the issue, but didn't work out. Called this guy called Chan Wei Wen, also no joy as he is not in camp till night. Zzz.. Must wait till tonightfor the news. Luckily 45 goes to an MRT station, where I can transfer to my next location....
HTA. Took the train from Tanah Merah to CCK. As the train approaches Jurong East, where I had to transfer to the NS line, the NS train closed its door the moment those on the EW train stepped out and dashed towards it. Super inconsiderate. Usually the NS train will wait for passengers who arrived by train on the E/W train to transfer before departing, but I don't know why this particular train driver enjoy taunting us commuters to complain to the papers. #%^%&* But never mind, I shall not dwell on it too much.
Reached CCK and took 172 there. I looked like a lost child wandering around finding my way. I counted 12 stops to my destination and the journey was still ok. Took about 15 minutes before alighting at the bus-stop. Walked in, and took out my map. Totally lost la. Everywhere inside the building looks like a school - full of classrooms. So I tried to orienatate myself using the 'map'. Asked around for directions. When I saw the lockers, I started to look for the number. I was surprised to see the key inserted already, and the locker empty. My first thought was I was in the wrong place, since the instructions were clear and the one who gave me the instructions has always been very accurate and meticulous, so it cannot be wrong. So desperately, I used the key to test out all the lockers one by one. As I did it, I looked around to make sure no one was looking and no cameras was aiming at me. I AM NOT A THIEF BY THE WAY, although I behaved like one. I was running an errand to help someone get the things left in the locker. I cannot help but laugh as I recall, what if I was called out by someone there? The person must be thinking in his head: "This thief must be very bold... Of all places to 'commit such act', must commit within Police home ground..." I guess the fact that no one discovered me, proved that the most dangerous place is also the safest place indeed.
Anyway, I tried all the lockers but still cannot open a single one. I wanted to call/sms, but I thought it will be a bad time to do so, since the person wpuld most probably be very busy and I didn't want to add on to the pile of work. As I thoguht, 5 minutes passed and I tried to confirm my location. The map wasn't very clear to me, but I didn't want to blame others. I guess I am not good at orientating myself, that's all. Haiz. Not to waste time, I decided to just sms. Got a call back, and almost got screamed at. So sorry. I am not good at words, and I don't want to add on to your problem. So the outcome was, I decided to try once more and find the locker no matter what. :) It was the second time I inserted the key one by one and still no go. At that time, I was rather sure I was at the wrong place...
Thanks to the friendly cleaner auntie, she told me that actually there was another row of lockers just further down the corridor! Haiz. Had I explored a bit more, had I calmed myself down, I think I would have found the lockers long ago.... :( So I dropped another SMS and took out the stuff needed. At last, things are settled. Phew.
Started to drizzle, but at least I made my way out safely. I took the wrong direction when I reached CCK MRT station. Zzzz... U-turned at Bukit Batok headed back home via NS and CC line.
After I reached home, I received several SMS, and I cannot help but keep smiling. You chased the stormy clouds away. =D
Lessons Learnt:
Sleep enough before driving lesson.
Always account for stores. Don't let one dumb 'supervising' waistband spoil your day.
Call the other party to check if the other party will be in camp.
Don't overestimate my capabilities/intelligence, don't underestimate others.
I need to calm down when stressed.
Be confident. ASK.
When you know you had a bad day, tell yourself, you will make it through.
Acknowledge your mistakes and learn from it. Don't run away and pretend.
First off, my driving lesson 9 in the morning at 1030hrs - 1200hrs ($39). I think I didn't sleep enough. My skills dipped somewhat and I couldn't concentrate as well. In short, it wasn't a smooth journey. I think I might have gotton into an accident had I been less careful.
After lesson, went to renew my PDL. It was to expire on 310310, but my dreaded Practical Test is on 050410. -_-' No choice. Antoher $25 flew out of my pocket. (I am recording all the costs to remind myself about how much I have been spending and let you know how costly it gets).
I was supposed to head back camp today to settle some admin issues. Darn the T-loan voucher. I called Joel to try settle the issue, but didn't work out. Called this guy called Chan Wei Wen, also no joy as he is not in camp till night. Zzz.. Must wait till tonightfor the news. Luckily 45 goes to an MRT station, where I can transfer to my next location....
HTA. Took the train from Tanah Merah to CCK. As the train approaches Jurong East, where I had to transfer to the NS line, the NS train closed its door the moment those on the EW train stepped out and dashed towards it. Super inconsiderate. Usually the NS train will wait for passengers who arrived by train on the E/W train to transfer before departing, but I don't know why this particular train driver enjoy taunting us commuters to complain to the papers. #%^%&* But never mind, I shall not dwell on it too much.
Reached CCK and took 172 there. I looked like a lost child wandering around finding my way. I counted 12 stops to my destination and the journey was still ok. Took about 15 minutes before alighting at the bus-stop. Walked in, and took out my map. Totally lost la. Everywhere inside the building looks like a school - full of classrooms. So I tried to orienatate myself using the 'map'. Asked around for directions. When I saw the lockers, I started to look for the number. I was surprised to see the key inserted already, and the locker empty. My first thought was I was in the wrong place, since the instructions were clear and the one who gave me the instructions has always been very accurate and meticulous, so it cannot be wrong. So desperately, I used the key to test out all the lockers one by one. As I did it, I looked around to make sure no one was looking and no cameras was aiming at me. I AM NOT A THIEF BY THE WAY, although I behaved like one. I was running an errand to help someone get the things left in the locker. I cannot help but laugh as I recall, what if I was called out by someone there? The person must be thinking in his head: "This thief must be very bold... Of all places to 'commit such act', must commit within Police home ground..." I guess the fact that no one discovered me, proved that the most dangerous place is also the safest place indeed.
Anyway, I tried all the lockers but still cannot open a single one. I wanted to call/sms, but I thought it will be a bad time to do so, since the person wpuld most probably be very busy and I didn't want to add on to the pile of work. As I thoguht, 5 minutes passed and I tried to confirm my location. The map wasn't very clear to me, but I didn't want to blame others. I guess I am not good at orientating myself, that's all. Haiz. Not to waste time, I decided to just sms. Got a call back, and almost got screamed at. So sorry. I am not good at words, and I don't want to add on to your problem. So the outcome was, I decided to try once more and find the locker no matter what. :) It was the second time I inserted the key one by one and still no go. At that time, I was rather sure I was at the wrong place...
Thanks to the friendly cleaner auntie, she told me that actually there was another row of lockers just further down the corridor! Haiz. Had I explored a bit more, had I calmed myself down, I think I would have found the lockers long ago.... :( So I dropped another SMS and took out the stuff needed. At last, things are settled. Phew.
Started to drizzle, but at least I made my way out safely. I took the wrong direction when I reached CCK MRT station. Zzzz... U-turned at Bukit Batok headed back home via NS and CC line.
After I reached home, I received several SMS, and I cannot help but keep smiling. You chased the stormy clouds away. =D
Lessons Learnt:
Sleep enough before driving lesson.
Always account for stores. Don't let one dumb 'supervising' waistband spoil your day.
Call the other party to check if the other party will be in camp.
Don't overestimate my capabilities/intelligence, don't underestimate others.
I need to calm down when stressed.
Be confident. ASK.
When you know you had a bad day, tell yourself, you will make it through.
Acknowledge your mistakes and learn from it. Don't run away and pretend.
Yesterday (120110)
Yesterday...
Been out again after school. It was raining cats and dogs, but didn't bothered. Wednesdays are my free days, so I decided to head home. But before that, I went to meet my friends for dinner at Tampines Mall. Well, Boon Lay to Tampines may be a long journey, but its always worth the journey.
Spent quite some time at G2000 after getting a 'SHOUT-OUT' over the phone. Hahaha. Kidding. When I was there, I was totally stunned (in the pleasant manner of course) by what I saw. ;) So there I was in my shorts and slippers, while the other was in formal. Hmm... 'Exchange of bodies'? (Not meant for you to understand)
Then the others came, and and we settled for the food court upstairs. Got a glimpse of how the tiger got suaned and bullied by us. Haha. So funny la...
After dinner, we went to shop around Tampines Mall and Tampines One for some accessories. In between, we had coffee at The Coffee Club. More laughter and talking...
Eventually, we bade farewell, and it was the same accompanied journey back.
Had my usual therapy at night and I decided to get myself a new MSI laptop. Its much smaller and portable, ideal for bringing around when I need it. Thanks for the help! Haha, I think you can be their promotor already.
Achievement(s) unlocked: Carry bag, Personal Assistant, Walk home.
LOL.
Been out again after school. It was raining cats and dogs, but didn't bothered. Wednesdays are my free days, so I decided to head home. But before that, I went to meet my friends for dinner at Tampines Mall. Well, Boon Lay to Tampines may be a long journey, but its always worth the journey.
Spent quite some time at G2000 after getting a 'SHOUT-OUT' over the phone. Hahaha. Kidding. When I was there, I was totally stunned (in the pleasant manner of course) by what I saw. ;) So there I was in my shorts and slippers, while the other was in formal. Hmm... 'Exchange of bodies'? (Not meant for you to understand)
Then the others came, and and we settled for the food court upstairs. Got a glimpse of how the tiger got suaned and bullied by us. Haha. So funny la...
After dinner, we went to shop around Tampines Mall and Tampines One for some accessories. In between, we had coffee at The Coffee Club. More laughter and talking...
Eventually, we bade farewell, and it was the same accompanied journey back.
Had my usual therapy at night and I decided to get myself a new MSI laptop. Its much smaller and portable, ideal for bringing around when I need it. Thanks for the help! Haha, I think you can be their promotor already.
Achievement(s) unlocked: Carry bag, Personal Assistant, Walk home.
LOL.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Outing Before School
This entry is meant for yesterday. Anyway, I spent my Sunday very meaningfully. Been out the whole afternoon and late morning to meet up again. It was actually meant to be dinner, but changed to lunch and then it became a lunch-shopping-and- chill-out session. So anyway, I managed to wake up in time, and went out of house after telling my parents I am not having lunch at home. I had ulcers in my mouth and I had sore throat since several days back. This morning my parents went to queue for number at the clinic but I told them that I won't be seeing, as I am already heading out to meet someone.
So left my house at around 1030hrs, and I thought I would be late. Reached Parkway Parade 20 minutes early, so I shopped around till TC arrived. TC told me to meet at Banquet for lunch, and at first I thought it was kind of weird till I realised that actually, the problem was that the other restaurants, hawker centres were rather crowded since it was a Sunday. TC was tired after the tuition session, and of course the lack of sleep as usual. So we had a quick bite though we weren't exactly hungry. TC's next student called to postpone the tuition to 5pm in the afternoon, so we had a much longer time together. Got a surprise gift from TC...
Appreciate the effort and time you spent on it very much, although... ;) Thanks :)
Then we shopped around for printer, hard disks, etc. Basically computer accessories. Didn't managed to find the ideal stuff, so went over to Popular instead to shop for some stationary and wrapping plastic. We spent a good 1 hour plus there I think. TC got so bored that we almost bought colouring books and colour pencils to kill time! Haha. So silly of us right?
So the next destination was Marine Parade CC, where we chilled over books and had drinks and a brownie at Cafe Gallilee within the library there. Spend nearly 2 hours, where eventually TC knocked out on the table. Had a good talk and I was rather happy to receive my second surprise! A handphone chain! Something as simple as this is enough to brighten my day... :)
So we left the place at around 1645hrs, so TC can make it on time for the second student of the day. Just want to say, I enjoyed myself, although it was simple. Remember the running regime!
So left my house at around 1030hrs, and I thought I would be late. Reached Parkway Parade 20 minutes early, so I shopped around till TC arrived. TC told me to meet at Banquet for lunch, and at first I thought it was kind of weird till I realised that actually, the problem was that the other restaurants, hawker centres were rather crowded since it was a Sunday. TC was tired after the tuition session, and of course the lack of sleep as usual. So we had a quick bite though we weren't exactly hungry. TC's next student called to postpone the tuition to 5pm in the afternoon, so we had a much longer time together. Got a surprise gift from TC...
Pen wrapped in thread.
Appreciate the effort and time you spent on it very much, although... ;) Thanks :)
Then we shopped around for printer, hard disks, etc. Basically computer accessories. Didn't managed to find the ideal stuff, so went over to Popular instead to shop for some stationary and wrapping plastic. We spent a good 1 hour plus there I think. TC got so bored that we almost bought colouring books and colour pencils to kill time! Haha. So silly of us right?
So the next destination was Marine Parade CC, where we chilled over books and had drinks and a brownie at Cafe Gallilee within the library there. Spend nearly 2 hours, where eventually TC knocked out on the table. Had a good talk and I was rather happy to receive my second surprise! A handphone chain! Something as simple as this is enough to brighten my day... :)
Cute Little Doggy with Bone
So we left the place at around 1645hrs, so TC can make it on time for the second student of the day. Just want to say, I enjoyed myself, although it was simple. Remember the running regime!
Saturday, January 09, 2010
Time to Back-Date
Been some time since I last posted a proper entry.
So far for my driving, I have clocked 8 lessons in total, inclusive of today's. In fact, I had 4 lessons this week! Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. $39, $42, $42 and another $42 gone. That sums to $173. But it was worth it. I changed my instructor to a Mr Simon, who was someone I don't like at first. You see, there was a 2 month gap since I learnt driving, beween the 4th and 5th lesson due to my exams and work. So on the 5th lesson, I basically drove like a n00b on the road. Rather embarassing. And I almost hit a vehicle. The engine stalled multiple times. Haha. But eventually things turned out better after that for the next 3 lessons. It was the same instructor, and this time, I improved a lot and got no problems changing gears, starting off, turning, etc.
I learnt 3-point turn, U-turn, and reverse vertical parking. Oh, and my TP test date is out. Should be on the 4th April 2010. Sian, have to renew my PDL coz mine expires on 31st March 2010 -_-. Whatever, just want to get my license asap.
Other than that, went out on Friday again to accompany SC after the job interview and have brunch. It was probably the first time I see an SC as an OL and had a good talk over Mac. Then went over to Tampines where SC had to meet the agent whilst I waited there again, listening to my mp3, just like the last time. So we went to Tampines Mall's Popular to source for the lil non-piggy piggy bank but cannot find it. SC wanted to head back to the schoo, but decided to 'accompany' me instead. So we got down to Marine Parade / Parkway Parade to look for the thing again, but the popular there don't have a new stock of it. Too bad. Had dessert at PP and walked over to Marine Parade CC, where we bade goodbye, while SC headed for the library there while I took 55 to CDC for driving lesson.
I guess that sums up the past few days.
As for today, I woke up after 3+ hours of sleep to meet my ASN guys and girls for a 10km run at MacRitchie Reservoir Park. Dragged my lazy body there to force my legs to work after slacking for sooo long. Only 6 turned up, Edwin, Poh Long, Sipeng, Meng Yean, Aizhi and myself -_-. Attendance was a mere 3%. But a small group is better, and we spent quality time training and pushing each other. Took 3 short breaks along the way and took photos. :) I am glad Icompleted the distance although my knees hurt a little after the run. Then we did some static PT led by our dear Poh Long before changing and going home. Took a short 30mins nap at home after showering. Lunch, and I headed for my driving lesson.
Back home now and just wishing for my daily therapy. ;) I don't take it for granted and I am just grateful for the time spent. Really, I treasure every moment, even if it was silence. :D
As for last night, I just want to say, it was really quite a shock to hear it. I mean, I didn't expect something like that to happen, but now that you say it, I understand about the 'key' and the 'wall' thingy a lot better. Lets move on from there. I am not perfect either, so I have nothing to worry or think twice about. :)
Oh by the way, I sent SC an SMS which I hope you undertand I meant every word I said. Hope it didn't makes things too.... You know.
So far for my driving, I have clocked 8 lessons in total, inclusive of today's. In fact, I had 4 lessons this week! Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. $39, $42, $42 and another $42 gone. That sums to $173. But it was worth it. I changed my instructor to a Mr Simon, who was someone I don't like at first. You see, there was a 2 month gap since I learnt driving, beween the 4th and 5th lesson due to my exams and work. So on the 5th lesson, I basically drove like a n00b on the road. Rather embarassing. And I almost hit a vehicle. The engine stalled multiple times. Haha. But eventually things turned out better after that for the next 3 lessons. It was the same instructor, and this time, I improved a lot and got no problems changing gears, starting off, turning, etc.
I learnt 3-point turn, U-turn, and reverse vertical parking. Oh, and my TP test date is out. Should be on the 4th April 2010. Sian, have to renew my PDL coz mine expires on 31st March 2010 -_-. Whatever, just want to get my license asap.
Other than that, went out on Friday again to accompany SC after the job interview and have brunch. It was probably the first time I see an SC as an OL and had a good talk over Mac. Then went over to Tampines where SC had to meet the agent whilst I waited there again, listening to my mp3, just like the last time. So we went to Tampines Mall's Popular to source for the lil non-piggy piggy bank but cannot find it. SC wanted to head back to the schoo, but decided to 'accompany' me instead. So we got down to Marine Parade / Parkway Parade to look for the thing again, but the popular there don't have a new stock of it. Too bad. Had dessert at PP and walked over to Marine Parade CC, where we bade goodbye, while SC headed for the library there while I took 55 to CDC for driving lesson.
I guess that sums up the past few days.
As for today, I woke up after 3+ hours of sleep to meet my ASN guys and girls for a 10km run at MacRitchie Reservoir Park. Dragged my lazy body there to force my legs to work after slacking for sooo long. Only 6 turned up, Edwin, Poh Long, Sipeng, Meng Yean, Aizhi and myself -_-. Attendance was a mere 3%. But a small group is better, and we spent quality time training and pushing each other. Took 3 short breaks along the way and took photos. :) I am glad Icompleted the distance although my knees hurt a little after the run. Then we did some static PT led by our dear Poh Long before changing and going home. Took a short 30mins nap at home after showering. Lunch, and I headed for my driving lesson.
Back home now and just wishing for my daily therapy. ;) I don't take it for granted and I am just grateful for the time spent. Really, I treasure every moment, even if it was silence. :D
As for last night, I just want to say, it was really quite a shock to hear it. I mean, I didn't expect something like that to happen, but now that you say it, I understand about the 'key' and the 'wall' thingy a lot better. Lets move on from there. I am not perfect either, so I have nothing to worry or think twice about. :)
Oh by the way, I sent SC an SMS which I hope you undertand I meant every word I said. Hope it didn't makes things too.... You know.
Friday, January 08, 2010
Thoughts
Had a talk again.
This time, I must say I am rather 'overwhelmed' by what was discussed, but I appreciate the honesty. Right now, many things are running through my head, but I got no time to think of it...
I will carry on later I guess... I still have to wake up early.
I will just.... sleep. But I can't.
This time, I must say I am rather 'overwhelmed' by what was discussed, but I appreciate the honesty. Right now, many things are running through my head, but I got no time to think of it...
I will carry on later I guess... I still have to wake up early.
I will just.... sleep. But I can't.
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Unpredictable
There are always things you can never be certain in life. Weather, future, and even human emotions.
Sometimes, one may not mean what he say, but when words are said, the damage is done. You cannot take back the words, but you can always make amendments.
I am just a simple bin. I let anyone deserving to dump anything on me. I have done it for 3 years, and I survived. But the bin gets filled ultimately and needs to be cleared. The question is who will help?
I should be satisfied with my life. And I should learn to stop complaining. So what about being snapped at? I chose this path, and I should just face the consequences. Life is not a bed of roses and there are bound to be setbacks. Guess I must really mature.
Sometimes, one may not mean what he say, but when words are said, the damage is done. You cannot take back the words, but you can always make amendments.
I am just a simple bin. I let anyone deserving to dump anything on me. I have done it for 3 years, and I survived. But the bin gets filled ultimately and needs to be cleared. The question is who will help?
I should be satisfied with my life. And I should learn to stop complaining. So what about being snapped at? I chose this path, and I should just face the consequences. Life is not a bed of roses and there are bound to be setbacks. Guess I must really mature.
Dinner!
I know I'll probably get 鸟-ed by someone again for typing this at this time. But I don't like to delay my entries.
Went back to workplacetoday for one last time to do some impt stuff and bid goodbye to my bosses. It will probably be a long time before I step into the same place again...
Then head off to have dinner at Marina Square! Went to Yuki Yaki for the first time, and its indeed better then Seoul Garden. Met Doreen and Joe Wei there too. What a small world. So anyway had a good time there eating and talking. I guess that's what we share in common. Sometimes, when the person, time and place is right, it doesn't matter what we do.
I didn't got 'grilled' exactly. Since AC behaved (no you are not a ***), I decided to let AC know what AC wanted. But anyway, AC is a splendid cook. Totally impressed... :) But what I enjoyed the most was all the sharing. I was really honoured indeed.
So before I get nagged again, I better end this entry. Don't worry, no photos will be uploaded here! ;) Time to sleep!
Went back to workplacetoday for one last time to do some impt stuff and bid goodbye to my bosses. It will probably be a long time before I step into the same place again...
Then head off to have dinner at Marina Square! Went to Yuki Yaki for the first time, and its indeed better then Seoul Garden. Met Doreen and Joe Wei there too. What a small world. So anyway had a good time there eating and talking. I guess that's what we share in common. Sometimes, when the person, time and place is right, it doesn't matter what we do.
I didn't got 'grilled' exactly. Since AC behaved (no you are not a ***), I decided to let AC know what AC wanted. But anyway, AC is a splendid cook. Totally impressed... :) But what I enjoyed the most was all the sharing. I was really honoured indeed.
So before I get nagged again, I better end this entry. Don't worry, no photos will be uploaded here! ;) Time to sleep!
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
心酸
收到简讯,心里不知为何酸酸的。或许是我始终无法面对的问题吧。
我撒谎。上次,我所说的,有一半是说来安慰你的。因为我相信我的直觉。你们。。。。
而我,我只能说,话我已对你说了那么多次。。。我也告诉自己,这次如果再失败,我再不会纠缠了。心碎,再带来一点点的背叛的滋味,是你无法体会的。我想,有人一定会代我转告你我这几年的想法。是时候了。
我感到遗憾。但还好总有一位好心人肯扶我一把。所以至今,我还未崩溃。我不知将来的我们会是怎样,但我过得还好。
心结,把我内心捆绑了好久。我要解脱。
我撒谎。上次,我所说的,有一半是说来安慰你的。因为我相信我的直觉。你们。。。。
而我,我只能说,话我已对你说了那么多次。。。我也告诉自己,这次如果再失败,我再不会纠缠了。心碎,再带来一点点的背叛的滋味,是你无法体会的。我想,有人一定会代我转告你我这几年的想法。是时候了。
我感到遗憾。但还好总有一位好心人肯扶我一把。所以至今,我还未崩溃。我不知将来的我们会是怎样,但我过得还好。
心结,把我内心捆绑了好久。我要解脱。
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Night Cycling and Late Night Movie Outing
It was the second time we had a night cycling trip. Kinda ad-hoc with last minute planning, but things turned out pretty well in the end.
Met Yuliang and went over to ECP Marine Cove Mac. As usual, we were the early birds. Settled down at McCafe and waited for the rest to arrive. Dinner and mini-birthday-celebration for me, YL, and Jason.

Met Yuliang and went over to ECP Marine Cove Mac. As usual, we were the early birds. Settled down at McCafe and waited for the rest to arrive. Dinner and mini-birthday-celebration for me, YL, and Jason.
The Birthday Boys
So anyway, we rent our bikes and headed off to the east after much deliberation. We decided to cycle pass OCH, then catch a movie at Downtown East and drop by Changi V for supper along the way. But after setting off for less than 15 mins, Peggy got an injury on her knee, as she fell off the bike. So we tended to her wound and got her antiseptic cream me and Lian Wei bought from 7-11.
Hence our timing got delayed for 30mins. But I am glad Peggy didn't give up. So we cycled all the way east to the end of ECP where I never been before. It was a really long journey I must say and eventually we stopped by a drain to take a photo
Smile :)
As requested by Kevin
Our next stop was Changi Airport. Super long cycling track. Almost took us 30mins++ to cycle the entire cycling track along the runways. Saw many aeroplanes take off. Then we stopped to take some silly photos of our shadows while Eng Siang and Jason were tasked with the pole-dance against the tree.
Changi airport control tower
Who is who?
The Naughty Uncles.
Left for Changi Village for supper! We had this uber-nice Nasi Lemak recommended by the guys there. Unfortunately, I didn't take any photos there. Maybe I was too hungry =D. So after supper, it was all the way to Downtown East. Most of the people were kind of tired by then, due to the non-stop cycling. So Ahmad, Lian Wei, XY and myself decided to chiong for Downtown East to see if we can get the tix early. Wanted to watch "The Fourth Kind". I watched the trailers and it wasn't as bad. Its about 4 different alien encounters. We reached there but unfortunately the movie started about 5 minutes ago. So we had to wait for the rest to show up before deciding whether to buy. The available movies left are "Sherlock Holmes", "Treasure Hunter" and "Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant". Yuliang and Hui Shan watched SH before, and Yuliang watched Treasure Hunter and he claims it isn't worth the money. So after some time of talking and discussing, we decided to just put our money on the last show. Even if it is going to turn out like "Funny People" eventually, we shall stick to it. After all, we were already there and who knows, it might turn out well.
The movie was indeed good, though some felt it could be better. Maybe I am just easily satisfied. It is unlike Twilight, though it still revolves about Vampires and all Vamps need blood to gain super-powers etc. I give it a 3.5 stars out of 5. Took another photo after the movie at Downtown East.
Happy Yuliang in the background. After watching the movie.
I can tell everyone was more or less tired due to the comfortable seats and air-con. But surprisingly, I got more energetic despite yawning. Time to get our tired bodies moving before we start hibernating. So its time to head back to ECP to return our bikes. Took a different route which we never planned before. We wanted to follow the MRT tracks to Bedok Reservoir and then head to ECP. It was a risk we took, but still, we managed to cycle to Bedok Reservoir Park in good time.
At Bedok Reservoir. (Its not sunrise; its the camera's night mode)
So we got back by about 0630hrs++ and took one last photo there with the nice Sunrise.
Tired, but happy
Sunrise at ECP
After we locked up the bikes, returned the keys, washed up etc, its time for breakfast at the same place and same seats at the hawker centre next to Parkway Parade. Headed back home with YL and we overslept on the bus. -_-" Thanks to YL for the nudge though we missed 2 stops.
I am glad there wasn't any accidents, less the one about Peggy. Tired zZzZ....
Friday, January 01, 2010
First Post of 2010
Rather tired typing this now. Its nearly 4am as I am typing this. Why? Because I am waiting... ;)
I will be going on a night cycling trip later at night. Hope it will be a fun trip with the CT people. Must likely will get disturbed by YL and Kevin. Zzzz..
2010 is already here. SO FAST, 2009 passed. Many ups and downs last year and I am looking forward to a brand new year ahead. I will see what 2010 holds for me. Prob lots of mugging, thats for sure. I am looking forward to CNY too, as I missed sitting around having our usual steamboat and all the seafood!!!
Well, I will update again soon. Probably after the night cycling.
I will be going on a night cycling trip later at night. Hope it will be a fun trip with the CT people. Must likely will get disturbed by YL and Kevin. Zzzz..
2010 is already here. SO FAST, 2009 passed. Many ups and downs last year and I am looking forward to a brand new year ahead. I will see what 2010 holds for me. Prob lots of mugging, thats for sure. I am looking forward to CNY too, as I missed sitting around having our usual steamboat and all the seafood!!!
Well, I will update again soon. Probably after the night cycling.
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