Last Saturday on 130310, I took part in my first Biathlon ever - the Singapore Biathlon 2010. It was a very good experience. I wasn't alone there. There were Daniel, Samuel, Poh Long, Edwin and Meng Yean whom I didn't get to see. Jesper from my hall was there too, and I must say we were very surprised to see each other. My bib no. was 7350 and my flag off was at 0915hrs.
I didn't train for it, and it had been 3 weeks since I last jogged. The only exercise I did was swimming for up to 2km in the pool. But I must say swimming in the open waters is definitely very different from swimming in the pool. Plus there were so many others around you. I wondered how I survived the 1.5km swim and 10km run. I got overtook by many and dare not not overtake others as it was simply too crowded and I was the only few who swam breaststroke. Since I wasn't really going for timing, I took a relaxing leisure swim instead :D My goal was to survive. Haha.
The run component was very enjoyable I msut say. I maintained a steady pace, not too fast or too slow. I was proud not to stop throughout the journey. I felt a bit stressed though as I was donning the OCS singlet and had to maintain the image. After all, I got to see 'Uncle Neo' along the way. Shall not comment. Luckily there were water and H2O booths along the way which I took advantage of, to replenish my water and salt intake, lest I faint along the way.
Overall, I completed the race in 1:39:50. I wasn't disappointed at all, and in fact, it was a good timing personally since I only went 60-70% for the race. On the other hand, Poh Long's timing was damn imba.... He was ranked within the top 40 in the men's open. Mind you, that was FAST.
Next up, National Runway Cycling followed by AHM '10! :)
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
2 Months
2 months can be long or short depending on your perspective. I view it as a short. And in terms of being together with someone, 2 months isn't enough to build the stable pillars for a lasting time. Yet, our journey has been short but eventful. There were definitely ups and downs, smiles and frowns, laughter and tears. The strength of a relationship can only increased when you subject it to ordeals and obstacles. Its only then that one knows the other better and deeper.
So far, its been good, at least for me. I know what I am doing, and I am proud to be that person. I can sense that there are many more obstacles to come, and what really can overcome them is nothing but trust and communication, though I find that its always easier said than done. In the past, there is nothing we cannot talk about, but now, I choose to think carefully before I say. Its not that I don't feel comfortable, but rather, I don't wish to hurt the other party's feelings. Yet at times, there are things which I cannot package it well enough to put my point across without affecting the person negatively.
I dare say I have invested much more in this journey, more than that of the past. Because I constantly remind myself that this girl is much more deserving than any other. At least she doesn't bite. At least she doesn't numb my heart.
I am just so addicted at times, it can be quite unhealthy. It affects my focus on other priorities, it makes me irrational. But at least I am truly happy, even now. That is something that I lack and desperately need ever since that incident.
This is a special milestone to me, to us.
2 months, a happy 2 months. :)
So far, its been good, at least for me. I know what I am doing, and I am proud to be that person. I can sense that there are many more obstacles to come, and what really can overcome them is nothing but trust and communication, though I find that its always easier said than done. In the past, there is nothing we cannot talk about, but now, I choose to think carefully before I say. Its not that I don't feel comfortable, but rather, I don't wish to hurt the other party's feelings. Yet at times, there are things which I cannot package it well enough to put my point across without affecting the person negatively.
I dare say I have invested much more in this journey, more than that of the past. Because I constantly remind myself that this girl is much more deserving than any other. At least she doesn't bite. At least she doesn't numb my heart.
I am just so addicted at times, it can be quite unhealthy. It affects my focus on other priorities, it makes me irrational. But at least I am truly happy, even now. That is something that I lack and desperately need ever since that incident.
This is a special milestone to me, to us.
2 months, a happy 2 months. :)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
1.5-Weeks Worth of Memories
Disclaimer: Most of this entry is about me and her. If you are not interested, just bypass this entry.
Okok.... Its been past 2 weeks since I last left off... So after the day 1 date....
It turned out that its not just a 2-part, but a 4-part series.
Sunday 280210
Day 2 was spent at Fish & Co. at The Galss House (Near PS). Had dinner with her and her friends. Her sister was there too. Not too bad, at least I made new friends. I was glad to be acknowledged. :) Accidentally stepped on her shoes while trying to open the door. Jasper paid for us. Kind of paiseh.
It was kind of awkward for me at first, but I managed to mix. So after dinner, we walked to Esplanade to have coffee there. The coffee there was good but a little too rich for my liking. Left at around 10pm and sent here and her sister home. Hahaa. They are a funny pair of siblings indeed.
Monday 010310
Day 3 was a little bitter sweet I think. Monday. It was agreed that we have dinner together. But I forgot that I had to attend Hui Shan's Birthday Party. I wanted to bring her along, but she had lessons. So anyway, I decided to accompany her for dinner after work at SP. Haha. Time to satisfy her craving, so we had *** there. Had a nice talk with her while waiting for time to past. By the way, it was recess week, so I decided to spend more time while I can. So after it was time for lessons, I left for HS's birthday party at the Home Team NS chalet near Bukit Batok. Stayed for a while and met Eugene there, together with CT guys and girls. It was a simple party but nonetheless, I think its good. We had the whole place to ourselves in the middle of the entire place!
So after the cake-cutting and eating a slice (must give face), I left hurriedly as it was kinda late. Took a cab down to Dover and luckily I made it just in time to meet her. Sent her home after that. It was not really pleasant, as she wasn't in a good mood. I can only sigh at myself, for not being able to entertain her when she is down. :S
Tuesday 020310
Day 4, a short but still happy date. We agreed to go swimming at the pool near my house. So fetched her after work again and took 100 there. Waited for more than an hour as she had work to settle. It may not be pleasant to stand there for more than an hour, but it was worth the time. Anything, as long as I can see her. I misjudged and didn't take into account the travelling time and hence the journey took an hour+. But anyway, we still managed to swim. I swam 1km in my new swimming attire and goggles and got quite used to the distance. Hopefully it helps my upcoming Singapore Biathlon.
As it was quite late, and the stall selling Oyster Omelette (her craving) closed, we settled for Mac instead. Wahaha. We shared 20pcs McNuggets and 2 burgers and plenty to talk and laugh about before heading back. At least she is satisfied. Called her after I reached home. I said somethings I shouldn't while on the bus. It was a misinterpretation on my part. I seriously thought I heard something.... But I shall not dwell on it. :( Maybe I should really pay more attention when listening. She was too tired to say anything after I explained, so I let her be till the next day.
So that was how we spent 4 days together consecutively. Although those weren't strictly considered dates, but at least I am happy. to see her. I realised what it means when its not how long you spend time together, but the quality that truely counts. :) That is something I can never find elsewhere or in the past.
Wednesday 030310
I was supposed to learn driving on wednesday, but my driving instructor last minute backed out and suggested change to night. I don't want to pay more, so I gave it a miss. Then in the morning, I got a shock when I read the SMS. Did I say aything wrongly? I hope it wasn't anything bad. Surely there's no need to go to the extent of writing an email right? I HATE receiving emails - black and white isn't going to make things any better. I received 3 before and seriously, it just made me felt worst and caused more problems. But luckily, my inbox was empty when I opened. I am glad you changed your mind. Then when I was a little too greedy to ask for day 5, I got a long message. After reading, I realised there was some truth in it. You deserve a break after all. So I decided to back off for a while. I am glad I made the right decision to stay low for a while. It made me reflect.
Thursday 040310
Supposed to go airport with her to send her friend off. But it was cancelled due to other priorities. I didn't blame her. She needs the rest. :)
Friday 050310
Had my first circuit driving today. Haha. Was an eye-opener for me.
At last we can meet again - I went to look her up after her lessons and sent her home as usual. Probably the last time to send her home on fridays.... after her lessons. It was her last friday lesson of the term. But I am sooooo happy today. Seriously, I truly enjoyed her company as we had a very good HTHT and many things were talked through. :) And most importantly, she explained about the things that happened for the past few weeks. Felt a lot relieved to know that I am still someone important.
Saturday 060310
The busy girl got pre-occupied with her stuff again, and I had the day free. But still managed to hear her voice. I realised that recess week is comnig to and end, but I have yet to prepare everything for another start to a new term in school.
Sunday 070310
Well, its the last day of recess week. At least I managed to finish my formal lab report and studied half for my chem test the next day.
Monday 080310
Chem test was a little tricky. Encountered 2 out of 10 questions that I am not too sure what the answers are. Went out to meet her for dinner! We were so looking forward to it after so long. But to our disappointment, *** was closed there. In fact, there was practically not food available there as it was some holiday period for the students there. It was then I realised how important food is to her. Lots of rantings and whatnot. It was then that I saw the ultra-grouchy side of her. Luckily I didn't end up as the victim. :P So we ended settling down at the study area doing nothing but waiting for time to pass for her lesson to start. While waiting, I used my laptop to do some work and watch my favourite serial show. :) She sent a message, asking me to head to Tiong Bahru Plazza to reserve the food for her in case we don't make it on time for the last order. I just prayed nothing happens to her on the way here since she was on an empty stomach since lunch.Come to think of it, I got pretty guilty. I reached at 2100hrs, was told that the last order was 2145hrs, and by the time I started queueing again at 2120hrs, the things she want got sold out. And the best part, 2 naidnis in front of me were the ones who ordered it. -.- She said she dun want the alternative, so I left reluctantly and waited for her at the control station. Then we had a change of plans. Shall go to Paya Lebar instead, since it would be more convenient. Met her on the train and its where we enjoyed each other's company. I am glad she was bubblier and happier even though I know her stomach is still empty. So as we walked there, it was another pleasant walk with lots of topics to talk about and laughter to accompany. We had a pleasant surprise to see that *** was still opened after 10pm! So we went in, and to our delight, there were plenty of the things she wanted there. Haha. I guess I kept my word after all - 'I made sure she got what she wanted.' :) So we sat down happily tucking in and she finished her share so quickly. And so that's when my cheeks were so sore after all the smiling, grinning and laughing.
Walked her home and I must say it was very very heart warming to be able to share so much with someone. Was basically smiling even as I walked back to the bus-stop home...
Tuesday 090310
Well, after school, I went to meet her again to walk her home. This time I didn't wait too long. Oh I got my new watch today too. Its those cheapo casio watch those recruit always wear. Kinda relieved after finishing so many tasks at hand. My formal lab report, tests, assignments, etc. She finished her assignments and work has been better this week too. I gues that's why our moods are better and can truly enjoy the time together. At least she is walking home with the sun still shining after so many late night returns.
Wednesday 100310
Today, had my second circuit lesson. Made some mistakes but overall, I think I improved from where I left off. After all, better making those mistakes now than on the test date right? Now after typing so much, its time to head back to hall to prepare for tmr's school.
Till the next time!
Okok.... Its been past 2 weeks since I last left off... So after the day 1 date....
It turned out that its not just a 2-part, but a 4-part series.
Sunday 280210
Day 2 was spent at Fish & Co. at The Galss House (Near PS). Had dinner with her and her friends. Her sister was there too. Not too bad, at least I made new friends. I was glad to be acknowledged. :) Accidentally stepped on her shoes while trying to open the door. Jasper paid for us. Kind of paiseh.
It was kind of awkward for me at first, but I managed to mix. So after dinner, we walked to Esplanade to have coffee there. The coffee there was good but a little too rich for my liking. Left at around 10pm and sent here and her sister home. Hahaa. They are a funny pair of siblings indeed.
Monday 010310
Day 3 was a little bitter sweet I think. Monday. It was agreed that we have dinner together. But I forgot that I had to attend Hui Shan's Birthday Party. I wanted to bring her along, but she had lessons. So anyway, I decided to accompany her for dinner after work at SP. Haha. Time to satisfy her craving, so we had *** there. Had a nice talk with her while waiting for time to past. By the way, it was recess week, so I decided to spend more time while I can. So after it was time for lessons, I left for HS's birthday party at the Home Team NS chalet near Bukit Batok. Stayed for a while and met Eugene there, together with CT guys and girls. It was a simple party but nonetheless, I think its good. We had the whole place to ourselves in the middle of the entire place!
So after the cake-cutting and eating a slice (must give face), I left hurriedly as it was kinda late. Took a cab down to Dover and luckily I made it just in time to meet her. Sent her home after that. It was not really pleasant, as she wasn't in a good mood. I can only sigh at myself, for not being able to entertain her when she is down. :S
Tuesday 020310
Day 4, a short but still happy date. We agreed to go swimming at the pool near my house. So fetched her after work again and took 100 there. Waited for more than an hour as she had work to settle. It may not be pleasant to stand there for more than an hour, but it was worth the time. Anything, as long as I can see her. I misjudged and didn't take into account the travelling time and hence the journey took an hour+. But anyway, we still managed to swim. I swam 1km in my new swimming attire and goggles and got quite used to the distance. Hopefully it helps my upcoming Singapore Biathlon.
As it was quite late, and the stall selling Oyster Omelette (her craving) closed, we settled for Mac instead. Wahaha. We shared 20pcs McNuggets and 2 burgers and plenty to talk and laugh about before heading back. At least she is satisfied. Called her after I reached home. I said somethings I shouldn't while on the bus. It was a misinterpretation on my part. I seriously thought I heard something.... But I shall not dwell on it. :( Maybe I should really pay more attention when listening. She was too tired to say anything after I explained, so I let her be till the next day.
So that was how we spent 4 days together consecutively. Although those weren't strictly considered dates, but at least I am happy. to see her. I realised what it means when its not how long you spend time together, but the quality that truely counts. :) That is something I can never find elsewhere or in the past.
Wednesday 030310
I was supposed to learn driving on wednesday, but my driving instructor last minute backed out and suggested change to night. I don't want to pay more, so I gave it a miss. Then in the morning, I got a shock when I read the SMS. Did I say aything wrongly? I hope it wasn't anything bad. Surely there's no need to go to the extent of writing an email right? I HATE receiving emails - black and white isn't going to make things any better. I received 3 before and seriously, it just made me felt worst and caused more problems. But luckily, my inbox was empty when I opened. I am glad you changed your mind. Then when I was a little too greedy to ask for day 5, I got a long message. After reading, I realised there was some truth in it. You deserve a break after all. So I decided to back off for a while. I am glad I made the right decision to stay low for a while. It made me reflect.
Thursday 040310
Supposed to go airport with her to send her friend off. But it was cancelled due to other priorities. I didn't blame her. She needs the rest. :)
Friday 050310
Had my first circuit driving today. Haha. Was an eye-opener for me.
At last we can meet again - I went to look her up after her lessons and sent her home as usual. Probably the last time to send her home on fridays.... after her lessons. It was her last friday lesson of the term. But I am sooooo happy today. Seriously, I truly enjoyed her company as we had a very good HTHT and many things were talked through. :) And most importantly, she explained about the things that happened for the past few weeks. Felt a lot relieved to know that I am still someone important.
Saturday 060310
The busy girl got pre-occupied with her stuff again, and I had the day free. But still managed to hear her voice. I realised that recess week is comnig to and end, but I have yet to prepare everything for another start to a new term in school.
Sunday 070310
Well, its the last day of recess week. At least I managed to finish my formal lab report and studied half for my chem test the next day.
Monday 080310
Chem test was a little tricky. Encountered 2 out of 10 questions that I am not too sure what the answers are. Went out to meet her for dinner! We were so looking forward to it after so long. But to our disappointment, *** was closed there. In fact, there was practically not food available there as it was some holiday period for the students there. It was then I realised how important food is to her. Lots of rantings and whatnot. It was then that I saw the ultra-grouchy side of her. Luckily I didn't end up as the victim. :P So we ended settling down at the study area doing nothing but waiting for time to pass for her lesson to start. While waiting, I used my laptop to do some work and watch my favourite serial show. :) She sent a message, asking me to head to Tiong Bahru Plazza to reserve the food for her in case we don't make it on time for the last order. I just prayed nothing happens to her on the way here since she was on an empty stomach since lunch.Come to think of it, I got pretty guilty. I reached at 2100hrs, was told that the last order was 2145hrs, and by the time I started queueing again at 2120hrs, the things she want got sold out. And the best part, 2 naidnis in front of me were the ones who ordered it. -.- She said she dun want the alternative, so I left reluctantly and waited for her at the control station. Then we had a change of plans. Shall go to Paya Lebar instead, since it would be more convenient. Met her on the train and its where we enjoyed each other's company. I am glad she was bubblier and happier even though I know her stomach is still empty. So as we walked there, it was another pleasant walk with lots of topics to talk about and laughter to accompany. We had a pleasant surprise to see that *** was still opened after 10pm! So we went in, and to our delight, there were plenty of the things she wanted there. Haha. I guess I kept my word after all - 'I made sure she got what she wanted.' :) So we sat down happily tucking in and she finished her share so quickly. And so that's when my cheeks were so sore after all the smiling, grinning and laughing.
Walked her home and I must say it was very very heart warming to be able to share so much with someone. Was basically smiling even as I walked back to the bus-stop home...
Tuesday 090310
Well, after school, I went to meet her again to walk her home. This time I didn't wait too long. Oh I got my new watch today too. Its those cheapo casio watch those recruit always wear. Kinda relieved after finishing so many tasks at hand. My formal lab report, tests, assignments, etc. She finished her assignments and work has been better this week too. I gues that's why our moods are better and can truly enjoy the time together. At least she is walking home with the sun still shining after so many late night returns.
Wednesday 100310
Today, had my second circuit lesson. Made some mistakes but overall, I think I improved from where I left off. After all, better making those mistakes now than on the test date right? Now after typing so much, its time to head back to hall to prepare for tmr's school.
Till the next time!
Sunday, March 07, 2010
End of Recess Week
Okok. I know I have not been posting entries for some time. Give me some time to write up. I am kinda lazy for now. Still trying the savour my every moment of recess week. :) Will update again real soon.
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