What's so special about today? Well, its the last day of August!
Ok, its actually the day we are going to Genting! We have been looking forward to it for so many months. Its been a long but worthwhile wait. In fact, the journey was sweeter than anything else. The anticipation, the time spent together, planning, etc. We got much closer despite the occasional frictions along the way. I must say, we are on our way to help lower 'the barrier'. I know its not going to be easy, but I am always willing to wait.
We will be taking the bus tonight, with her mum, bro and sis. :) Haha. Mini-honeymoon with her family. Coming back on Friday night. I shall bask in the cool weather, thrill rides, indoor activities, food, etc. Most important, its OUR time. No burdens to think of, no worries. Just the two of us.
So far, I have experienced a lot. With our 8th month coming up, I have been brought to the extremes and questioned myself - Why? I know this sounds very abstract for those reading this, but let me rant ok? Many times, I hid myself up to think, and they just start to well up. I cannot help it; but more importantly, you didn't want to witness it. I had no choice but to bury it deep in me, so that no one ends up like me. Sometimes, all I want is a listening ear, which I cannot seem to get hold of. I want to rant as much too, but no one is there. So I have to resort to typing away or simply sleeping it away, hopefully it will fade away...
But it was you, again, who brought me back to my senses and gave me the strength to go on. It was a subconscious effort and I am appreciating the beauty in you day by day. That is what is keeping us bonded - you.
I may have 'invested' more than I should or can afford to, but that's me - foolish, impulsive, but generous once you gain my trust. That is the way I deal with people. The more sincere and generous you are to me, The more I will return you the favour; twofold, tenfold. Because you deserve it. :)
Anyway, I am just looking forward to it. Regardless what happens, I just want this trip to be our milestone. I want us to be happier and closer than ever before. That is the main objective.
School has started too. Its the first week, and the second day today. I attended the first lecture yesterday and it was interesting. Poor Jonathan got PS-ed by almost everyone, and he was the only one in uniform. I told him about my concerns which was about the image we have to uphold, and its not easy.
Currently, I am suffering from plantar warts. Luckily, I went ot see the doc with my bro and mum last Sunday. The doctor diagnosed it, and said it wasn't the foot corn I so confidently speculated. Unlike foot corn, which is the thickening of the skin due to pressure, plantar warts is a form of viral infection. -_-' The current treatment is via chemical means - to apply acid over the affected skin and peel away the whitish, hardened dead skin layer and repeat the procedure for a month. If it doesn't work, then it will be either burnt away via laser or frozen by liquid nitrogen. Cold & hot treatment uh? -_-"
And as I end this note off, I shall wish everyone a good start to school and good health! Don't end up like me, take my health for granted and suffer. :(
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
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